This wait is relentless, and I'm sick of this life. I Just wanna scream. How could this happen to me??
Nothing lef to do, but to grab the bulls horns and see what happens. Not far left now..
Only a few candles left to burn now.
All my entrys seems to be the same, somehow I dont find that strange since it feels like every day is the same, same guilt same fear, same panic flowing over me.
Cant take this much longer. Only reason I kep on fighthing is you my dear, hence I'm still here longing.
