I don't know how
I don't know if.
All that can be done, is to keep hope
To keep working towards the goal.
If I ever can reach it.
I refuse to see it as a "if".
Rather as a "when".
I refuse to believe that I will forever be lost.
My empty world of thoughts.
"I Am, and always will be my own thinking soul.
But i dont feel well,
if I'm not allowed to belong to someone else."
-Jezz 990708
Welcome to my personal hell