Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Whoever you are

Somewhere out there ou are, looking, perhaps even waiting for me to find you.. Or perhaps you're searching?
Ether way, all that can be done, is for me to wait, search, and beg to witch ever power that rules this world, that the day we finally meet will come soon.
It's hard to live in my own personal hell, my own private prison. Need someone to share my life with real soon.. I'm already slowly dying emotionally, the little monster inside that hurts so much, slowly devours it, leaves me numb.. I just want to reach inside, grab that little monster and tare him out of his prison, make my soul free.. But each time I try, he's already hiding away from my reach. Chewing on what remains of my soul.


Drink up what's left of my soul, it's already lost anyway.





SCHWEIN - You're My Disease


Lyrics (Original Japanese):
Kanjiteru no wa kurutteru ecstasy
Kura yami temaku omae no me ni
Roeku ai nikku wo motome kokoro ni tsumetate zutazuta ni

Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu
Barairo ga nagareru omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
You're my disease

Itami hashiru kizuguchi wa nai
Omae wa gokushou no emi ukabe
Soko nashi no ai oboeteiku nani mo kanjinai sekai made

Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu
Barairo ga nagareru omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu
Barairo ga nagareru omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu

Kanjiteru no wa kurutteru ecstasy
Kura yami temaku omae no me ni
Roeku ai nikku wo motome kokoro ni tsumetate zutazuta ni

Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu
Barairo ga nagareru omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu
Barairo ga nagareru omae wa midare
Just like you do as you please
Ore wo kitasu


Lyrics (Translation English):
The thing that I feel is crazy ecstasy
Darkness to your eyes tempting me
The crawling love with seeking dirty flesh
nail is scratching the heart violently

Just like you do as you please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
Disgrace me
Flowing rose color and you are going mad
Just like you do as please
You're my disease
Just like you do as you please
you are going mad
Just like you do as you please
Disgrace me
Flowing rose color and you are going mad
Just like you do as you please
Disgrace me

I don't have wound which hurts and runs
You are smiling supremely
The endless love
I'm drunk, faint, drown and falling into the world where I feel so numb

2 comments:

mcutecat said...

Time will tell. Just be patient.. and don't rush.
Everything will be fine, if we keep thinking positively and stay good. Be strong to fight against the devil that may sometimes try to seduce us to be bad!
I bless all the lovely souls0:), including yours

.. to you, and to myself[-o<


~01:18

Jezz said...

I am patient, perhaps to patient?
Yes things will be fine, Its the pain while waiting that makes it so annoying.
Devil? - I don't believe in god, so therefor there's no devil, and since I'm not a part of any religion, "bless" is more of a curse. :-(
I'm forever a lost soul, I have a hard time imagining that someone will ever be able to save me since as yet - I cant even save myself..