Wishing

Plummeting downards.
No where in sight.
Lost the will to fight.
The night prevailed,
covered my life in shadow.

Wish there could be,
any love in this life.
Yet sorrow holds my heart,
filling it with despise.

Flashes of hope.
Neglect my thoughts.
Crimson colored.
Always in my heart,
she was my only thought.

Wish there could be,
any love in this life.
Yet sorrow holds my heart,
filling it with despise.

Flashes of searing pain.
Needles flowing through veins.
A beating heart
Pulsating in the dark.
More machine,
then anything.

I Miss you my love,
whoever you are.
Just wish I knew,
who could love me?
There are indeed,
way to few.

-Jezz 20080310

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The Crüxshadows - Dragonfly


Lyrics:

"Don't ask me to surrender"
Her voice fell tired and spent
"My hopes and dreams, a silent heart
I carry here within"

her outstretched wings, left tattered
A sail aged with rust
"a breath in time, that's yours and mine...
it belongs to only us."

And I will write her name and cast it to the sky
silhouettes recede into a mother's tearful eyes
a host of angels clamor to her side
a light dissolves to kiss the wind,
release the dragonfly.

See the rose within the field of white
She's searching for the grail
but the rain descends to snatch the light
from distant dying suns
a faint resounding in the night
calls angels wings to beat
singing silent lip-sewn songs
but the distance is too deep...

And I will write her name and cast it to the sky
silhouettes receded into a mother's tearful eyes
a host of angels clamor to her side
a night dissolved to kiss the wind
release the dragonfly

And I will write her name and cast it to the sky
as precious moments will slip away in time
angels fall from grace, and sometimes heroes die
but tonight, my love, ascend the gates,
release the dragonfly

sometimes angels fall, but love will never die
"tonight my soul is something more" -
calls the dragonfly."