First

For the first time ever in my life I prayed to God.
Of what I prayed I will not tell.
All I say is that I rely hope there is one right now. Coz it seems like he/she's the only one who can help.
When all I did was do my hardest to make things work.
The opposite part just got more doubt, more jealousy.
I know my conscience is clean, but she cant believe.

I'm tormented.
I'm torn.
But this woman I completely adore, I completely love with all my heart and soul.
Now my last hope is God. Since no one listens.

Have a good night iubita mea.
Hope you can understand and forgive me some day. Everything could have been so wonderful. Now I'm back in hell where I belong.


//Jezz