This world

This is so annoying. This life is one disappointment after another. Seems like I'm not allowed to be happy. Not any longer then some hours at a time. Only to be struck down again. Over and over again. It's so tiering, don't want to be part of this anymore. Only want to be happy, share my life with someone that want to share their with mine. Just feels so hopeless, this constant hunt for something that feels so far away. Can I believe in destiny? Älvöga I need a prediction please! Can't stand to spend all this time in search for something that I can't be sure if it will ever happen.. :-P
Seriously tho, my life remains the same. Work work work, eat sleep, work work work.. Hope there will be some positive changes during this week, but hoping will just make me more disappointed when nothing happens and it just begins all over again the next week..
Longing for the weekends, just to sit around doing nothing that matters. All by myself.