Don't call me bad

I'm so much worse.
Is there rly any way to keep myself from going insane?
I'm still waiting for my dreams
They seem never to get real.
No matter how much I hope.
The world always find some way to pin me down.
Flat to the ground.

I know I'm bad.
However I'm not bad in the way you think.

How much more of this can I take?
Time will tell, as usual..
It's my worst enemy.

Is it to much to ask?
To have someone near,
Someone to call dear?
Apparently it's so.
Since time pass by.
And still everything remains the same.
I just want to have someone to hold.
Someone to get lost within those beautiful eyes.
Never get tired to touch her silk like skin.
Hear that voice from within.
Tell you "shes the one, to keep. Forever, and ever".

Only for the privileged ones.
Prove otherwise, I dare you!?