Lost my wings

I lost my wings.
Forgot how to fly.
Ran away.
Away from it all.

Cowered with shame.
Nothing remains the same.
Every hurtful feeling.
Crowding in my brain.
Could I feel happy?
Nah, never again.


Drowning in the river of tears.
Cannot look back.
Everythings black.
Wandering the afterlife.
Looking for a way to get back.
Untill I found her track.

Searched through the snow.
Walking in terrible cold.
Loosing all hope.
Where to go?
She's nowhere to be find.
All this snow is making me blind.

I want everything I could need.
Long hair as there can be.
Suculent hips, longing lips.
Just like hers.
Just like hers.



My longing wishes.
Don't make any difference.
A grasp of her breath.
The touch of her hands.
When all I want
Is for us to be togeather.
Togeather forever.

//Jezz 2009-02-24

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This is rly confusing.. Sheesh I'm a mess.. Haha, well thats realy no surprise. An diffuse mind can only spread confusion. Can't remember when it was I had a grip of reality last time.. Seems like never. Looking forward, and I see a small glimmer of hope to get my act togeather.. How it will turn out? Well I will try to keep you posted. The few who read this.

Over & out //Jezz