Simple! HA! No! Never that easy!

Soundtrack for my blog today, press play before reading on.

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Whats left inside?

Breaking point.
Breaking heart.
Why does everything seem to fall apart?

Lost soul.
Lost cause.
Ether way I turn, I still lose?

Story begins.
Story ends.
How come so many pretends?

Heavy burden.
Heavy life.
No matter what, I still strive.

/Jezz

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Hah! This life is just a fucking joke, is it rly ment to be like this? Everywhere I turn there are ppl who are doing so well, with their jobs, their life well on their way, while mine barely have begun. I got a long way to go, to reach my goal, and as for now, it feels like the whole world is working against me.
Yes things have been worse for me, but things have also been better.. I mean, I had a job, a chance to become something, while now........ now it just feels like sand of time is running through my fingers.. I can't do anything about it. I hate that. Can't blame it on anyone, if I where a believer, that fella God would be a good "being" to blame. However, I doubt that this person ever could help me in any way. I'm a lost cause ether way, EVEN tho I try to live by the good rule (as stated in My Name is Earl) "Do god things and god things happen"... However, I've been doing that all my life, but still I do god things, and bad things happen. WTF have I done wrong? It drives me insane sometimes. Eh, well more instane then I already am then. Is that better? Ok good. :P

The world is a unfair and unforgiving place. Don't know if it matter, not sure if I care. Things just sux. Or. things just are the way they are.

Over & out //Jezz