Tings took a bad turn during 2007, tings i wish not to speak of. Mistakes have been made, and I have to take the blame personally. Dont want to say why, the ppl who deserve to know - know. The only thing that can be told, is that it have had such a negative influence in my life, that im not sure if I will survive this time, no i wount kill myself. But things will be tough, anyhow this year have to suck bigtime before being any worce then 2007.. So I hope for the better. I hope for 2008 to bring me some joy in life. Since i practically lost everything - eaven tho I gained some new friends, my life is empty in the most important way, you can figure out yourself what's missing since I wount tell.
Well here's a picture for you Wing.. :-P
So, in other words, I have quite high hopes for 2008. Don't know what it will bring yet, that's left to see. If things get worse then 2007 there wont be much left for me here. Feels like im trapped in the center of the storm, without a fair chance to get out, there's no path I can take that leads me to safety. Might sound depressive, and yes, in some way it is. Altho I can't give up, I cant let "them" win, my life might have hit rock bottom........
But some things might solve it all?? Or something to finally solve what i need, solve it all & let me feel that I belong.
Belong where you might ask? You figure it out.
