Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Longing


Time for a little more serious note.
Things have taken a little pull upwards, however this year as still become somewhat of a disapointment. Got laid off as for end of january, to little work... And the chock came just a week ago, they where closing down the entire factory, so now I don't even have a chance on getting back my old job when the buissiness sycle is up.
What to do? I need a job, it's hard to build a life otherwise. Especially a life as complex as the life I need.
Even gone so far that I'm seriosly thinking about starting a pledgedrive to myself, yes it sounds pathetic, but before I can truly reviel myself a major cash donation is nessisary.
There's so much I want to do, but not having a job, a income, is rly pulling me down. I rly hope this will turn soon or I'm pretty much doomed to a lifetime in this "hell".

My GF & my music is what keeps me alive within this burning inferno. Can't even sleep straight..

To quote Wynyard the Frog from "Meet The Feebles": "Minimum donation 50 buks!"

//Jezz, over & out for now.




End of Green - Dead End Hero