PLEASE!

Loosing faith is just a test from God my love.
Please I miss you so much.
Not even when I sleep can I get rest.
My thoughts are always with you.
And my feelings.
I can feel them inside, ripping open my chest from the inside.
Please.
Talk to me again.
Please.

Don't ignore true love

True Love:
Love. Love is the greatest gift God ever gave man. Love is not wanting to go anywhere without her. Love is not caring what other people think about the two of you. Love is when you feel depressed and sickly when you're not with her. You feel like your life has no meaning or purpose without her. And that if she wasn't holding your hand you would float away to heaven from where she came. Love is caring for her physically and emotionally. It's telling her everyday, anytime, anywhere, anyhow, for no just reason that you love her. Love is telling her u want to spend the rest of your life with her. Love is wanting to marry her even tho ya'll haven't been dating that long. That you would do anything and everything for her. It's the feeling that you would give up everything just to see her smile or look into her beautiful eyes or hear her soft, soothing voice. Love is pure happiness. Love is the feeling you get when all you have to do is think of her and it brings a smile to your face and a yourning to your heart. Love is not being able to think about nething but her. Love is having the sweetest dreams about her and waking up with a smile on ur face. Love is an overwelming feeling of pure bliss when the 2 of u kiss. Love is wanting to hold her in ur arms till the end of time. Love is wishing ur time with her never ends, that your lips would be locked together forever, that she'd be in ur arms till the end of time, that u could cuddle with her for all of eternity. Love is being hel...

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Im waiting my love, you are the one   //Jezz

First

For the first time ever in my life I prayed to God.
Of what I prayed I will not tell.
All I say is that I rely hope there is one right now. Coz it seems like he/she's the only one who can help.
When all I did was do my hardest to make things work.
The opposite part just got more doubt, more jealousy.
I know my conscience is clean, but she cant believe.

I'm tormented.
I'm torn.
But this woman I completely adore, I completely love with all my heart and soul.
Now my last hope is God. Since no one listens.

Have a good night iubita mea.
Hope you can understand and forgive me some day. Everything could have been so wonderful. Now I'm back in hell where I belong.


//Jezz

I Still wish

I wish I wasn't this clumsy
I wish I could fix this

Can't expect a miracle
Still wish it would happen
To hold her in my arms again
Gazing into her brown beautiful eyes
Touching the soft adorable skin

Now this is all a feeling within
A gaping wound
I still wish I could fix this.

She will always be in my heart
A place covered with satin
Embraced in lace

All I got is myself to blame
When mistrust is born
It makes love torn

I still wish I could fix this.

//Jezz 2011-08-22

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I'll be crying myself to sleep now. The trolls is the enemy. Over & out  //Jezz