Wonderful

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Life goes on, not to my liking tho. Everything seems like it don't wanna go my way.. There is ALWAYS something that stands in my way, that fucks things up for me. Wherever I turn, it's a dead end.
I'm so sick & tired of this. When will my life turn around?

Godess

Bondage
Tasty lips
Hungry eyes
A tender kiss
A longing wish

Succulent breasts
Perfect hips
A steady grope
A firm rope

Flowing hair
Perfect chair
A tricky knot
A floggers crop

Moans of lust
Panting chest
A tempting lick
A loving caress

//Jezz 2010-03-13

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Gah! I'm going mad, so much to do, so little time, and no place to go yet!

Lost past

An anthem.

A thought of moments past
Within my mind of final goodbyes
Spawned hope redye.

A vision of friends lost
The people you miss the most
Only till you lost your post.

A memory of good times
Checkered past.
Nothing lasts.

A spotted presence
Lost credence
Only memory remains
As well as the pain.

-Jezz 2010-03-5

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I Don't know why, I got this strange feeling inside. Like something is cooking, something is going on, and I'm not sure that I'm going to like it.
However, this is a breaking point in my life, I need to get away from my past, to find myself, my true self this time.. Not this empty shell of mixed dark emotions, a steady flow of pain & depression. Its the time for a new dawn. A new life, a new me. Lets just see if I can succeed this time.
/Jezz

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"ASP - Dancing" Lyrics:
I see their naked bodies dancing in the blue and black lights
and wonder when the first will fall
I see the eyes wide open and the tongues that lick some lips
the shadows how they´re creeping on the wall

There are those nights we want to rip our skin off
just to feel that we are we are still alive
all angels left us left us all alone
there are those nights we can no longer wait
for an accident love or lover
we are the lost ones searching for a home

I see their faces hollow smiles
I see the shadows on the tiles
Dancing.....on the wall

Not even when they kiss or when they touch each other with their hands
not even then they stop the dance
erotic nightmare all the bodies are so wet so beautiful
so hot so shivering lost in trance

There are those nights we want to rip our skin off
just to feel that we are we are still alive
all angels left us left us all alone
there are those nights we can no longer wait
for an accident love or lover
we are the lost ones searching for a home

I see their faces hollow smiles
I see the shadows on the tiles
Dancing.....on the wall

I know we´re lost because the world is cold and love has died
we´re tired we can no longer bleed
so we shut out the day exuding all the madness and decay
come on there is no time to sleep

There are those nights we want to rip our skin off
just to feel that we are we are still alive
all angels left us left us all alone
there are those nights we can no longer wait
for an accident love or lover
we are the lost ones searching for a home

I see their faces hollow smiles
I see the shadows on the tiles
I see them rise I see the fall
I see them dancing on the wall

Dancing on the wall

To kill a king

Todays soundtrack: Hungry Lucy - To Kill A King

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Yes in deed, how to kill a king? Well apparently it's not that hard as you might think.
From one thing to another, a kinda fun fact about high heels... Is that it was a king that actually started the fashion, the french reagent Louis XIV (1643 – 1715) also called "The Sun King". Just check out the picture on wikipedia. Strangely enough, it didn't stay with the male population, but somehow over the years the fashion of high heels got turned towards females and developed to perfection, so for many torture devices.. However, high heels are beautiful. I just wish I could walk in em. :P

Transmuter, someday I'll own a pair... And hopefully be able to walk in em to. :D

Sleep somehow

Bah! Another sleepless night.. I can't understand why my body don't wanna fallow a regular human's cycle... In the morning, noon, always dead tired. Frankly I don't wake up properly before 10 in the morning.. Never understood why, perhaps the answer will come to tell. I just hope it will come soon, coz it's unbearable to have it like this... I mean, when I start to work again, I MUST get up in time, which at the moment seem impossible.. I can set 3-4 alarms on different devices, selular phones/alarmclock/digitalwatch/clockradio etc, sometimes I don't even hear em. And due to that, get late to whatever I need to attend..

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Peter Heppner, a wonderful voice, love to hear him sing.. Especially the song "In My Life" where he's only the guest singer to the group "Alice 2"... If you got Spotify it's worth to listen to it, see if you realize what they're singing about. Post in comments if you do..