I've got two set's of eyes,one is bleeding, one is blind.
Hehe, cool picture isn't it? I would love to be able to do such makeup.. Altho i can't, to little practice, to little time. And no! I Don't got enough time to practice even on the simplest makup, to much work and other things going on right now, it feels like there's no time left for myself anymore. Always doing something, yet nothing. Complicated.. Don't ask..
I wish there could be something more to this. I'm stuck in a loop, always the same. All this suffering, all this pain. I know, and I try to stop, to write something else... But there's nothing else worth mentioning going on in my life. All I do is work, eat and barley sleep. Yes I don't sleep as I could. Even my sleeping pills don't work as they could.. I don't work properly.. Total chaos, total emotional armageddon... I am getting worried that I never will feel anything again.
Everlast - I Can't Move
I am still lost without you. Still lost within myself.
Still long for the day that will never come.
Still hope, for something's that long gone.
If only this could be me.
Even sad, still pretty.
Dark and gloomy.
Lonely with me tears.
Over & out.. //Jezz
