When you're alone.

Todays blog soundtrack:

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When you're alone.

Dark recipie of a dark brew.
Everything is a lie.
Nothing is true.

A mixture of boiling thoughts.
Tearing down your walls.
Creating internal wars.

Hilight of far away existance.
Big shadow of mistrust.
Big cloud of resistance.

Mindless indulgance.
Creative corrotion
Of a diffuse mind.

Words that hurt my soul.
Never more.
Never should.

When you're alone.
Don't let the thoughts come.
Cause they will devour your soul.

//Jezz 2009-09-28

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Is it important to keep your dreams alive? I like to say yes..
Without dreams we humans are nothing. Without a dream there's no future.
Even so, many peoples dreams get crushed by others.
For example, if Nikolai Tesla had been given an honest chance to develop his visions, who knows what life today would have looked like? But no, the genral public put him down. Declaired him "a mad scientist", and alienated him.
Same behavior of the general public is still seen today, if you dont fit the grid.... You're out of here!
Tho according to some resources ppl who are odd, diffrent from the rest of the sheep, most often have more to contribute within a work enviroment. Still, they get ostracized, for being themselves.. Unlike the rest of the sheep herd, who's mainly is a bunch of ass-kissers and self admierers.
Bah, I've said enough.. //Jezz

Simple! HA! No! Never that easy!

Soundtrack for my blog today, press play before reading on.

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Whats left inside?

Breaking point.
Breaking heart.
Why does everything seem to fall apart?

Lost soul.
Lost cause.
Ether way I turn, I still lose?

Story begins.
Story ends.
How come so many pretends?

Heavy burden.
Heavy life.
No matter what, I still strive.

/Jezz

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Hah! This life is just a fucking joke, is it rly ment to be like this? Everywhere I turn there are ppl who are doing so well, with their jobs, their life well on their way, while mine barely have begun. I got a long way to go, to reach my goal, and as for now, it feels like the whole world is working against me.
Yes things have been worse for me, but things have also been better.. I mean, I had a job, a chance to become something, while now........ now it just feels like sand of time is running through my fingers.. I can't do anything about it. I hate that. Can't blame it on anyone, if I where a believer, that fella God would be a good "being" to blame. However, I doubt that this person ever could help me in any way. I'm a lost cause ether way, EVEN tho I try to live by the good rule (as stated in My Name is Earl) "Do god things and god things happen"... However, I've been doing that all my life, but still I do god things, and bad things happen. WTF have I done wrong? It drives me insane sometimes. Eh, well more instane then I already am then. Is that better? Ok good. :P

The world is a unfair and unforgiving place. Don't know if it matter, not sure if I care. Things just sux. Or. things just are the way they are.

Over & out //Jezz