Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Insane

What if it's worse then that?

I dont know myself anymore. Is this how it's supposed to be? Why do I have to go through all this pain and suffering? Due to my actions, I've gone to hell. Yes I mean it, might not look like it. But believe me, it's worse then hell.. Always a constant pain, searing through my veins. Like if they where filled with acid. "It burn's us." so to speak.

Left alone in this puddle to slowly drown.
Wish it wasn't my own.
Have to deal with myself.
See what will become.
Is there something that can be done,
with this empty burnt out shell?
Whenever it will be done.
I want nothing to be left undone.
Want it all to be new.
A new outer self.
To cope with the feeling's I have.



Enough said.



The Dreamside - Open your eyes



(Cover) Moby - That's when I reach for my revolver



Over & out for now... // Jezz