Lyrics:
your poison is like honey for my soul
that sweet sedative venom makes me whole
pale horizons coming down
nothing but a stranger in this...
lights keep shifting
floating patterns across my face
orbs still dripping
a salty cure for bitter days
slither slowly
pass the sadness across the room
slither gently
shaping god within the gloom
time keeps passing
like ashes riding on the storm
faith keeps failing
under siege of the locust swarm
lead is melting
slithers down my silver skin
hope is dying
it opens up what hides within
Could this be me?"That sweet sedative venom makes me whole".. Yes, and Its missing form my life, makes me incomplete, non functional. I'm generally a kind soul, but with the lack of this somehow I get very unpleasant.... I'm Sorry, I can't help myself.... With pain comes rage unfortunatly... :-(
Someone at work threatened to punch me (yet it was playful tho, not agressive), but stopped the fist in front of my face and said; "That would have broken your nose"
Frankly, I couldn't care less if it had happened, physical pain is a lot more easy to deal with... This pain inside tares me down from within, no wounds no scars, only an eternal pain gnawing on my inner feelings in a way that cannot be treated by medication, doctors or band aids... Only one solution, just to bad that solution has to take time, every second, minute, hour, day, week, month - hurts badly, twisting out my energy through a searing pain.
The eternal wait, for the one to whom I belong.......
Over & out// Jezz
