Mesmerize

I'm lost without your love sorrounding my soul.
I'm lost without your presence here with me.
I'm lost without your smile towards me.
I'm lost without your eyes looking my way.
I'm lost without your hair through my hands.
I'm lost without your skin next to mine
Ether way I try or do, I'm still lost without you.

-Jezz 20080311

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I'm so tired of this feeling inside. Tired of it all. Nothing will ever be the same, I know that. But that it would bee my fault wasn't planned or my intention. Somehow I always screw things up for myself. Why, oh why? Things just keep on repeating. Over and over again. With the horrible pain fallowing in my path. This empty soul, needs to be full.. I'm doubting that it will ever be filled, not with my luck...
With my luck, I'd just have to settle for a small cottage deep inside the woods. Alone, betrayed & depressed.
Can't lie anymore. Cant deny it ether.. I need someone, just dont know where to find her, whoever she is.

Over & out, //Jezz

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Blutengel - A Little Love


Lyrics:

Feeling like a little child.
Crying out for his mother.
I'm sitting here alone,
And i miss you so much.
The funny thing is,
I don't know who you are.
This feeling inside,
Will slowly kill me,
Someday..
I don't know when,
This feeling will go away.
I wash away my tears,
'Cause I don't want nobody to see me cry.
I can't help myself,
As long as I don't know who you are.
This empty space inside my soul,
Is the place for you.
But I realise in every night,
It will be empty forever.

I just want to feel a little love someday..